Rage is an emotion as any emotion (these will always loop regardless), sometimes more useful than grief and despair (sometimes not), strengthened connections across the cerebral cortex that correlate to the appropriate neurotransmitters in the limbic system, also unforseen external stimulate like even a smell can bridge a latent neuron constellation causing reconsolidation. What's back to the redundant iInfinitesimal vast of the existing endless cacophony is the strive for suffering, grasping whatever useful information that will add the elimination of a fucking perpetual problem, always on a quest. Each atom has transmitted more information than the tiny egocentric electrical storm of a hat that we contibute to a meaning that it only relies on an order that we self appointed, and there's always gonna be a contrast of every each performance of unpleasant tasks, we just don't know when will it take place, sometimes we don't even get to see it in this life, body or form, but it's a must to like to believe we will, we're just a vessel, a vehicule set for something beyond cognition while waiting for that hidden peak into the other side to fill in the humanity of the gap between "what" and "why" for at least an instance that we can clinge to for the rest of our lives, although we fall to our knees being called by this sense of euphoria hidding behind every set of grief and suffering, being just wank meditation and philosophy or being stuck on the getting shit done business, we are not what we think, we are not what we feel, we are not even what we do, we are way more than that, far beyond those dimensionings. I can harness the spark of life in myself with every pulse of a neuron adding new colors into infinity and take away almost nothing to myself (ego) but I have the key to change the top hidding somewhere in my raging burning intestines, adding beauty to extend its uncanny to God itself, like an autoflux waiting to be tapped, be it 1000000000 terabytes to salvation without even knowing, you still aim for the light. Back to samsara.
